Ok it already sucks because you have a mental disorder. But you know what else, turns out you can't go to China either because they won't let you in the door!
Here's the additional information on Chinese visas, from the website of the Chinese embassy, in the section entitled Additional Information:
"Any person suffering from a mental disorder, leprosy, AIDS, venereal diseases, contagious tuberculosis or other such infectious diseases shall not be permitted to enter China."*
Yeah, how very medieval totalitarian state (as opposed to modern totalitarian state)! Come on, China, be yourself.
Also I am wondering, and just wondering for wonder's sake, you understand: is the term "person suffering from a mental disorder" strictly defined to mean only the full blown psychotic or loosely defined to include the occasional mild melancholic?